Expectations.

It's painful. .

It's awkward.

It's jolly stupid.

It's soul destroying.

Can you guess what it is?

It's realising that I have had expectations and dreams that are not happening.

What's even worse is that I was not even consciously aware of having definite expectations. How stupid is that? I thought that I was focusing on each little step of life and the synchronicity that was aligning my purpose. And that it was heading in a perfect direction - however that was and whatever it was. (Really?) A direction of spirituality and working with someone else who was of the same understanding of the path.

Really, that is what I thought. Every little synchronicity pointed in the same direction. (So I thought)

Now I realise that I was making assumptions and unconsciously thinking I knew what was what. Or is this too, a thought process that is not revealing the truth. Afterall thoughts can go in all directions and are not necessarily helpful.

So now, what do I do?

Well, my advice to myself is:
Relax and trust
Allow the feelings to be felt.
Be open to more synchronicity.
Have an intention to be the limitless potential that I am
Stay in the moment
Be still inside.
Be light with the world.

Stay open - magic may happen.