Tuesday, March 22, 2016

Despair

A very uncomfortable emotion.

Wriggle, wriggle, wriggle - how to get out of it.

Keep busy?

Go to sleep?

The sleep isn't happening and the busy is not proving to be easy busy.

So, no way out of it. Really!! There must be.
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Oh well, here it comes again. Waves of it. No way out. The mind cannot think of any way out of the situation which is causing despair to arise. Actually, thinking about the situation allows more despair to arise. So accepting despair  -  tears  - sobs  -  on and on......................
A gift you say:  can't see it yet!
Nothing to do but allow the feeling..............and I haven't dropped through it yet, but I will.