Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Breaking up

The decision is made to "break the relationship". NO!!   I don't like that word break.

The decision is made to separate. Ah, a bit better.

The decision is made to not live together. However, this cannot be instant because there is a property to sell.  So...............................what is to be experienced in this limbo time??

Compassion

Uncertainty

Grief

Sadness

Hopelessness

Anger

Vulnerability

Frustration

Friendliness

Helpfulness

Letting go

Trusting

Releasing feelings. Checking in with my body barometer to see what my body is telling me!!  TIRED,  tired, tired, tired, so tired. And often times tiredness is a cover for resisting emotions. So what is here -  oh, just more of the above

The decision is made to not live together. No concept of what the future might hold. Stepping into the unknown again.